What If. ™

Sunday, November 8, 2009 & 7:26 PM.

Hello readers, I guess I should have a good blog today. It's been a while since I have a good post for myself and for you people out there (:
Firstly, I want to clarify something. Why do people say that my blog sound emo? Is it true? Basically, for myself. I find that I'm all right, my friend said I'm denying. What can I do?

To: AppleOne.
Maybe all along you have been telling him/her my stuffs or the things that we used to share, I don't know. I'm just saying, MAYBE! I don't care whether is it or not, I hope that you still at least respect my own personal stuffs. Thanks. He/She came and text me one day, she asked me why did I sound so emo when I'm blogging that time. I know you want to know the answer, why didn't you text me personally? Why bother telling others and make someone else come and text me? I treated you very cold, was because we don't have any topics to chat. Reasons we used to give one another, ( You should know, I don't feel like elaborating. I don't mind if you text me and ask, I will answer you accordingly what you ask. ) Let the time take its course, should we improve it? Should we leave it like how it is
now? Or we shouldn't care at all? Which is your best answer among all? You should know your answer better than I do. I don't know to tell you mine, because great mind think alike. I hope that in your life if you came across any obstacles I hope that you can turn to someone whom you really trusted liked how you trusted me before. I doubt you'll turn to me first, so do I. ( To be frank. ) I know there are two people for you to turn to, I won't mention the names here, you should know. Takecare and seeyou soon. God bless you (:

To:AppleTwo
Remember what you told me? The promise we used to make, somehow we just broke it. Sorry for throwing my bad temper on you, I know you always give in to me. Thank you very muc, seriously I don't know how to repay you back. 06112009 was the first time you sounded angry on me, I didn't blame you. But then i really hope that you did forgive me for my stupid mistakes that I had made in the past. ( Every 14th of the month, you should know what I mean.) Jiayou for your reminding papers, if any. God bless you.

To:AppleThee
Thank you very much for always being there for me to listen to my nonsense, my nagging stories, giving me advises what to do and what not to. You're wonderful (: HAHAHA, want to know why yours is the shortest among all because you should know why. Great mind think alike. Endless- thankyou.

I'll be away from computer from Monday to Wednesday, will be back on Wednesday afternoon hopefully with lots of photos taken. Rest on Thursday but then still need to go back to school. Friday afternoon, I'll be going to Tampines with Steph and home around 1plus or 2plus bah. Around late evening, I'll be heading to Changi Airport already. I'll miss you people, don't worry! Will only be back on 23Nov, 6am and I'll reach Singapore. Will update again before the trip, takecare people. Recently, the weather is turning bad. Drink more water okay, God bless.

Friday, November 6, 2009 & 11:02 PM.

I HATE TODAY! I HATE

YOU!

FCUK YOU!

Saturday, October 24, 2009 & 9:23 PM.

I had promised WeiLin to blog today, early in the morning I met her at Outram Park station then we took train together to Harbour Front Station. We chat a lot while on the way to Haagen Dazz. Anyway, went kfc to study and eat. ( our inside joke ) went to club after lunch, had fun chatting with friends and doing homework as well. Went to develop my photos and went running. Yeah (: I'm always waiting for you to come and ask me questions, I will try my best to answer as truthfully as I can. O level Poa and chalet is just round the corner, I'm looking forward! Poa students, let's jiayou together (: Tomorrow is the first event of CYY's performance, although there are also other performances but it is still the first time I go for his event ( exclude his birthday celebration ) ' WAVE TO CYY! '

I heard you calling me, but once I turn back and take a look,

you were not there.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 & 10:24 PM.

Pretty Boy.

Sunday, October 18, 2009 & 10:00 PM.

You're always the one that re-arrange the plan that I had already planned for you, frankly speaking I don't know what's the main point to it. Anyway, I had already tried my level best to help you in all situations. If you really take things for granted from me, all I can say is that " I'm already used to it". You should know who am I referring to, it's already the last and final lap yet I don't even feel any urgency in you. ( Let the time take its course )

I'm not going force you anymore! Study Hard.

Friday, October 16, 2009 & 9:58 PM.

I think, You thought,

Who confirm?

Can you believe that I'm actually asking you this question? What make you think that it'll still move on so smoothly? It takes two hands to clap.

Sunday, October 11, 2009 & 3:06 PM.

When I'm walking home alone just now, there were lots of bubble pop-up my head. Basically is just What If.
I was thinking ...........
What If I was to end the friendship with you?
What If the world is coming to an end?
What If I betray you one day?
What If I'm going to leave this world?
What If I say that I hate you?
What If I say that I love you?
What If I wish to bite you?
What If I don't feel like talking for the whole day?
What If I don't wish to talk to you anymore?
OMG!!! There are so many What If. Will they really come true?
Let me cool down bah, I'll find a day to talk out with you. You should know who is the you that I'm referring too, I'll tell you every single thing inside my heart.
Anyway, I'm happy that my primary school friend contacted me last week!!!

EMILYKHOO! I MISSYOU

AND LOVEYOU LOADS.